One Single Impression: “avatar”




I am your incarnation.


I wear your visage

(it sounds sweeter en Français)

I walk in your footsteps, or try to.

You have such hopes for me;

Your light shines through my skin,

And yet

I often disappoint.

That’s my nature, not yours.

For you see,

I can strip down at day’s end—

go my own way;

make my mistakes—

bring tears to our eyes.

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Sepia Saturday #17 – Band of Brothers

“But we in it shall be remember’d;

We few, we happy few, we band of brothers;”

Henry V, Act 4, Scene III

~William Shakespeare


( My father at Arborfield, England in 1949. See the badge on his cap? I have it and wear it all the time on a black felt newsboy cap.  It’s a bit tarnished, but I love it!)


This photo was taken at Arborfield in England in 1949 (my father was 22 years old at the time).  He’s the one third from the left in the back row with his arms crossed and his chin set rather intently, I think. 

I have just been on the Arborfield Old Boys Association website where I’ve sent an e-mail to them to offer a copy of this above photo.  Perhaps they will be able to fill in some blanks for me and other families of men in the photograph.

As regular readers will know, my dad was a sergeant in the British Army for 11 years, but never saw active duty—never fought in a battle, never killed a man.  Perhaps this may account for his fascination all his life with things military and biographies about men like Churchill, Hitler and many books about battles.  This goes a long way to explain our family trip to Europe in 1977 which took in as many battle sites as possible. (Some fun for a 16 year old girl, let me tell you!)

My dad was also the greatest fan of any film that dealt with war and he passed that keen interest on to me at a very early age.  One of the first films I ever saw in a theatre was, “The Battle of Britain” for heaven’s sake!  I was eight years old.

It’s no surprise then that I have— if you can call it— a soft spot for war movies and have seen many of the best.

In my collection of dvds right now you will find:

Apocalypse Now (dir. by Francis Ford Coppola, 1979)

The Battle of Britain (dir. by Guy Hamilton, 1969)

Black Hawk Down (dir. by Ridley Scott, 2001) ( I also just recently finished reading the book by Mark Bowden)

A Bridge Too Far (dir. by Richard Attenborough, 1977)

The Bridge on the River Kwai (dir. by David Lean, 1957)

The  Great Escape (dir. John Sturges, 1963)

The Guns of Navarone (dir. J. Lee Thompson & Alexander MacKendrick , 1961)

No Man’s Land (dir. by Danis Tanovic, 2001 – Winner of Best Foreign Film Oscar)

Paths of Glory (dir. Stanley Kubrick, 1957)

Saving Private Ryan (dir. Steven Spielberg, 1998)

The Thin Red Line (dir. Terrence Malick, 1998)

Three Kings (dir. David O. Russell, 1999)

U-571 (dir. Jonathan Mostow, 2000)

The  Gathering Storm ( a BBC production about Churchill) (dir. Richard Loncraine, 2002)

Band of Brothers DVD set (2001, various directors; created by Spielberg, Tom Hanks and Erik Jendresen)

If that isn’t a legacy, I don’t know what is! 

Also, on my personal video recorder for the television at the moment are “The Longest Day” and “From Here to Eternity”.

Some War Films on my hit list:

Platoon (dir. by Oliver Stone, 1986)

Full Metal Jacket (dir. by Stanley Kubrick, 1987)

The Civil War series (by director, Ken Burns, 1990)

Downfall (Der Untergang, dir. Oliver Hirschbiegel, 2004)

Joyeux Noel (dir. Christian Carion, 2005)

The Deer Hunter (dir. by Michael Cimino, 1978)

and many more!

(Some day I’ll share my inherited passion for westerns and mobster movies.)

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We’ve given in and stepped up with iTunes!

Yup. We finally did it! Not only did we sign up with iTunes, we actually downloaded something. We are making progress. Now all we need is an iPod!

Here’s what I’ve been listening to (constantly) as I work on editing for my book. A little band out of Liverpool, England called, “Echo and the Bunnymen”.

This takes me back to early 1980s university days, campus radio, wrap-around sunglasses, pointy black boots, and a dangly ear-ring that nearly got ripped out of my ear-lobe at their concert.

For more trips down memory lane, check out my top posts listed in the sidebar of my “Blasts From the Past” blog. Today on Facebook we’re posting the first concert we ever attended. Mine was NOT Echo (I saw them much later), but Cheap Trick. (I was mad for Robin Zander and even did a pen and ink drawing of him and hung it in my locker.)
You can read about that experience here: My First Concert.

I’ve got a secret…


Photo borrowed from Flickr

Keeping Mum

I’ve got a secret,

I just can’t tell.

It’s lifted my spirit

From darkest hell,

I’m bursting to share,

But I’ll break the spell—

I’ve got a secret!

I hold a treasure

I shouldn’t share

Something selected

With greatest care.

I’m dying to tell you,

But I wouldn’t dare—

I’ve got a secret!

One day soon I hope I can

Let it out—that is my plan;

Until then, I’ll keep it “mum”

I’ve got a secret…


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N.B. I’ve finally decided on the title of my new poetry volume that I will be publishing soon. I can’t reveal the title right now, but I will in the near future.

Road Rage on the Poetry Bus (Not really a poem per se.)


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Three Letters Can Make a Big Difference


       Without HRT                                               With HRT                             

quick to judge
rage filled
wigged out
x is for murder

nice (and naughty) 
x is for xstatic
Verdict: Locked up! Verdict: Set free!

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